First I’m beyond Bhleu i’m not even sure how to take the fact that nothing will be allowed to be placed in mouth until such time as i get a Doctors release…No cock, no gags; what’s a girl supposed to do?
How do i even identify as a sub, myself or place any value on myself? I feel like curling up in a ball and crying, my jaw hurts and pops but is it really that bad!! The Doctor said give it a rest and learn to relax the tension more and it should improve.
Don’t they get it, i don’t
care if my jaw hurts i want to be gagged, i want to be face fucked and take cock down deep. i don’t care if my jaw aches afterwards but you cannot deny what is mine or can you.
I guess the real fear is i’ll be replaced or supplemented, then what? Part of me is angry, I don’t get going from A to Z on this…The other part just wants to cry, this is bullshit.
I get injuries can and will happen; that at times my body may not be as tough as i desire but that doesn’t mean we stop. So we overused my jaw, it will heal. I do know this i’m not conceding that my jaw and mouth are off limits, yes i will give them a break, yes i will do the work the doctor said. There must be a happy medium, a compromise where we can all get what we want without injuring my jaw and without depriving either my Master or myself of the things i need as much as he does.
My mouth work may be on the bench for now but not off limits for long as I am not living without my pacifier and your cock stuffed deep down my throat and mouth.